In total i gained 19 kilo's. 19 kilo's in two weeks! Last week on Monday i was at the doctor and there i had gained 12 kilo's. On Friday i had gained an extra 7 kilo's. I was at the A&E at the hospital, they took my blood, had me having a CT scan. All that showed that i do not have a tumor, there seems to be nothing wrong with my heart, no fluids. Nothing out of the ordinary. The iv line was removed from my arm and i was allowed to go home. Now what? In the car driving home i got to thinking of my insuline, i have been using it since the start of January and my body has not liked it one bit. Tried a few different ones, on gives me pain during the injection and the hours after and others gave me allergic reactions. So i went back to the one that gave me pain but no other problems. I decided to stop injecting myself for a few days. So, i should have taken one of Friday round eight pm. and i did not. Round 10 pm i noticed that the tightness on my chest had gone and i no longer had the feeling as if someone was trying to push my ribs apart. That was already an improvement. Ofcourse i had instructed my husband what to do if i needed it anyway.
On Sunday i got a blessing at church, not getting a direct confirmation that everything would be resolved soon but that i would have to hand my problems over to Heavenly Father and that He would support me. Yesterday, on Monday, i noticed that i am starting to feel different, as if a veil has been lifted from my mind. The fog round my head that i have felt for so long is disappearing. My husband has noticed and today in a phone conversation with a manager at work he noticed it as well. 'You sound a lot more clearer than you have done in the past few months'.
I went to the GP this morning, i have lost one kilo since Friday, my belly is not as bloated as it was last Friday but a new appointment has been made for me for next week in hospital. I am not letting it rest.
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